Mas Munira Ithnin / turning 19 this May / ITE Clementi-Business Studies Graduating inMarch 2010
jung.kyira@hotmail.com(personal) OR
masmunira.ithnin@gmail.com(corporate) Motto: Live . Laugh . Love
Thursday, March 26, 2009 9:37 AM
march 25, wednesday. i couldn't really sleep the day before. i really have no idea why? den i woke up really early. like at 5am. den i received a message from whom i thought wouldn't message me ever again. but i was glad he did. i know i may be the stupidest person in the whole world. as some of you all know, i have a really big pride. once i tried, and if i fail, i won't want to try again. basically, i'm a loser, a coward. with no dignity whatsoever. i don't know what i want. but when i lose something that i already have, i began to realise how much that thing means to me. but it's too late. i've lost it already. and thanks to my big pride, i can't never get it back. and so the sms conversation started out with, "i miss you." and in between there's a "i want us to be together again". so u get the story. i went to meet up with him. i just realise it's been like more than a month since i last seen him. i realise how much i miss him so much. and his smile that never fails to melt into me. and irritating but adorable teasing, never changes. gosh, i am really stupid to let him go back on Mar 3rd. - - - - - - i guess i should really be grateful that i was given a second chance. now, given this chance, i have to make it all better again. i know i want this. and i'm not going to do anything that will make me lose it again. i'm going to prove to my family and myself that this will work. and hopefully, he'll think the same way. thank you so much, azri. for giving me a second chance. for giving us a second chance. i love you. - - - - - - - - airah, sorry about the pictures. as you know, i am the laziest friend u ever have. i'm kinda lazy sending the pictures. haha. dun get mad okay. u've turned 18. so u must look at things in a positive way. hehe. - - - - - - - - march 26, thursday i spent all day at home. doing nothing but watch tv, sleep, eat, go toilet and some more watching tv. den only at 9pm, i was allowed to use the internet. i message him a lil. i miss him. wish i sneak out at night just to meet him. but like i said, it's just a wish. there's risk involve. i can't get myself in trouble now. not at the time, when i'm financially unstable. i just received my phone bill. and it's already giving headaches. $135.05 due on 28 march. where do i find that much in a short amount of time? i think i'm going to be sick. i really need to find a job with better pay. but it's really hard to find one. and school's starting soon. dear god, help me. aniway, have a look at bf's blog. i made it for him. coz he deleted his last one after our breakup. http://itsazri.blogspot.com hehe. yeah i noe it's similar to my old one. hehe.
